It seems that time have broke the speed of light!!It was like yesterday that i felt i grant entry into YJC and in a few months time i have to sit for the 'A' levels prelims then the 'A' levels and then army,then Uni then...........

Time week was a pure waste of 168 hours...i didnt channeled my time into studies and was letting it down the drain all the time.Maths tut yet to complete,Chem tut untouched,cant comprehend Malay poetry, and GP was a mess.....It was totally a different week from the last one...last week was all about mugging..i guess i was desperate to end my drought in maths after perpetual failure of maths test,one after another.At least my effort paid off when i got a reasonable pass..i know i have not reach my peak and the best is yet to be...last week my studying habits was gradually climbing up the ladder but i suddendly fell to the ground hurting my bum when the clock strikes 12am/0000 hours sunday night.....

Seeing my peers studying and watching them putting so much effoert into their work really makes me realsied how much a slacker i am.People have devoted their day and night to notes,tut and extra qns but here i am spending time at home watching tv and my hands not even close to opening my bag.Screwed........

As days go by i felt that my standard of english have been detoriating since i chose to drop geography last year.Given less opportunity to write often,lazy me didnt take the initiaitve to write more gp essays.Now i feel so confused everytime it comes to write an essay.Though both are two great teachers,their different approach to essay writing made me feel trap in the middle. the feeling is like when two people are sreaming their lungs out at two sides of your ears telling different things over the same topic and you get so confused that you feel like bursting.From an organised essay i wrote for blog test,now my arguement are all over the place and sometimes are pointless when i beat around the bush and make no progress out of my point...i really need serious help for GP.One more problem is that i cant lay out my arguements properly and vividly with my limited vocabulary and the need for me to refer to the dictionary to spell simple words like 'definitely' and beleive it or not, 'always'.I really need to go back to square one and really work myself up.That have always been my philosophy,Master the basics first then conquer the rest.Hope time is on my side for me to perform all this...

it really suck to be messy and disorganised.My table is now filled with various notes from different subjects.It is just a pain when you are in the mood to study but you just can find your notes because they are all over the place.So tonite im going to do alot of filling do that when the time comes and when i need to refer to some notes it will be a breeze...haiz...

But sometimes i feel it is just the way i am...always seek to enjoy life and put all my chores and troubles away.Im really the kind that will pile up my workload untill its looks higher than the clouds to the last minute and then do them.Its not a liking,it just that im too lazy to do them and when they are needed urgently then i'll start to work.I really cannot imagine my life without laughter and entertainment and relaxation and sports.Now im so looking forward to watch the showdown between ARSENAL and the schoolboy Man U.The result is obvious,ARSENAL will win but looking at Man U crying and peeing in their pants begging to quit is just heavenly.Another occasion im looking forward to is to answer my queries and curiosity about STAR WARS.Want to know the ending badly..WAnna watch Star WArs with me?Any takers?im begging plz plz........