It was a big mistake.Should not have chose home over school.Today i was in the serious mood and quite focussed in school today.I had planned today's line up of activities yesterday.On paper it says:

Wednesday,May 11 2005
School 8am-2pm
Self-Study 2pm-5pm
Jog 5pm-6pm
Journey Home 6pm-7pm
Dinner and Revision 7pm-8pm
Amazing Race Final 8pm-10pm
Zzzzzzzz........ 10pm-Nexy day

However,at 2pm i changed my mind and went home instead hoping that i will stick to my schedule.But at last my lack of discipline surrendered to my desires....home is too much of a distraction to focus and study in peace.....with tv,food,bed and other stuffs who would not succumb to this temptations.There i was on the bed watcing American Idol and gorging on snacks instead of mugging and trying to make sense out of expectation,variences and prabability.At this instance,simultanoeusly im surfing the net with no purpose...again wasting this priceless time.

What had been done could not be reversed.I'll take it as a lesson.So from next week,Wednesdays will be similar to today's initial plan.I would take a step further and pester my subject tutors to clear doubts or make me appreciate the topic further.I must restrain myself from all the temptations.

It is only about 170 odd days to 'A' levels and about 130 odd days to prelims...time passes sometimes faster than lightning.

If Maurice Greene trains over 1000 hours for a race which lasted a mere 10 secs,TECHNICALLY SPEAKING,i have to devote my whole life till 'A' level is over to studying.If Maurice can do it i can do it too........